Today, I feel like talking about things I like.

I like music. One of my favourite artists, Tyler, the Creator, posted a new clip today on his YT channel. I’m happy about that, because it’s pretty cool. It’s for his new album, CHROMAKOPIA. I’m hyped!

I also like food. I’m actually kinda hungry, right now… I know I don’t need to eat, but it still does bother me. I’ll weight myself Saturday morning, possibly Friday evening and eventually write about it. I do also like getting healthier.

I like learning about other people. This Slowly thing has been pretty cool, though I think I should probably cater the people I talk to on there better. In everyday life, I talk to certain people. Well, in truth, I don’t really talk to anyone in my everyday life, I guess, but when I do it’s with people I like, so I should do the same on the internet.

Today, I managed to control my impulses a bit better. It wasn’t perfect, by any means, and it wasn’t particularly impressive, but I did it. Slowly, I’m improving. I think this is how I should approach improving my life: step by step, day by day. Today is good, tomorrow will be better, the next day will be better yet. If I falter, and one day is worse, or the worst, then I’ll just try to make the day after better again.

I think I should stop checking my investments. I mean, it’s not like I’ll sell if it goes down, or buy more or something. I’m just checking because I’m nervous I might be wrong, I think. That’s psychology, right there, and I really shouldn’t do that. Logging in means I could fuck things up. Why even let that be a possibility? I’d rather not.

My goal for tomorrow is to get some work done and to not check my investments.

I can happily report today’s lunch was good again, by the way. Not as good as the past few days—the tofu wasn’t great, but the rice and veggies were divine—but I’m sceptical about tomorrow. It’s chickpea stroganoff. What? Yeah, I mean, sure I guess. I don’t know. Maybe it’s great, I love chickpeas.

It rained a lot today. Not thundering, terrible rain, but just a constant thick drizzle. It was sunny too, how was it even raining?! I got wet, but it was fine.

Didn’t eat snacks today.

I’ll try hard again tomorrow.