297.9K Likes, 2K Comments. TikTok video from Carly Rae Jepsen (@carlyraejepsen): "This one is fragile. I am nervous to share something so intimate, but I feel really thrilled too. Here goes everything… 🌻 “Leaving you was certainly the hardest part of all but I was living like a servant to a secret I was trying to protect.” My first instinct when I hurt is to pull away from everyone I love, thinking I’m protecting them. From childhood on my idea was to keep smiling even when things hurt. Kollage is a song about how wrong I was to think this helped anyone. “I did it to myself, I did it to you.” The Loveliest Time celebrates honoring all parts of ourselves… and this song is a big lesson that I keep on learning. It may just be my personal favourite from the album so I couldn’t wait to show you! TLT July 28th". Kollage - Carly Rae Jepsen.