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Cake day: July 3rd, 2023

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  • Doing something out of my comfort zone has been my baseline for the past 12 years.

    I don’t believe it’ll build to something tho. I’ve been trying to build airbrushing, 3d printing and fusion360 into something for the past 15 years…where 3d printing came in 5 years ago.

    If i managed to pull this off like 7 years ago or something along that time i might have found some success, but i feel like i need another 12 years before i reach the point of being knowledgable anough.



  • I get it, i’m only 14 years away from it. The first 14 felt a lot longer than the last 14 up until today.

    I don’t really know how to explain my reasoning, i think i’m just done and i’ve been done for a long time.

    From my perspective i’ve given all i had to give and apparently it’s been the opposite of what i had to do.

    I promised the wife i wouldn’t step out and that’s basically why i’m around today. I like to think i’m here for her, but i basically pay the bills and help her with information on how to reach the next step on the ladder of her plans. But tbh i could give so much more if i wasn’t the way i am, i’m always looking for something to silence the constant noise and it usually involves spending money on things that keep me busy while that money could be used to help her buy the things that make her progress faster.

    I’ve tried getting help, but i have this thing where i keep shutting down at the worst possible time and instead of pushing through the help i contacted basically pulled out and pushed me away. I gave up looking for answers.







  • Domino’s still regularly has €5 pizza’s on monday for pickup, at my old job during the late shift we had €17 per person to spend on food and 2 people in the shift.

    We used to order 2 family xxl with their thursday 50% off for second pizza and a regular sized cheeseburger pizza+ drinks for that €34.

    We both ate half our xxl and shared the regular size one, the remainder came home to feed our wives while the company covered the cost.

    They even paid us a pretty decent wage too, but unfortunately the head office decided to build a new automated warehouse right when covid started that ended up only doing 30% productivity and they closed us down as a result.









  • Ik ben er eindelijk in geslaagd om een deadpool helm te 3d printen, na 6 of 7 gefaalde pogingen.

    Hij is net wat te groot maar fuck it, hij is klaar en ik ben er klaar mee xD

    Wel zodanig afgeleid geraakt hierdoor dat ik niet tot weinig aan mijn eigen blender en Fusion360 vaardigheden heb gewerkt.

    De donut is gemaakt maar daar zitten zoveel dingen bij die ik nooit zal gebruiken voor het print designen dat ik hem vroegtijdig heb afgekapt.