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low dose ketamine?
low dose ketamine?
take me back to 2022 where i was in a one sided, unreciprocated, delusional, obsessive relationship but at least those delusions drove me to see a dentist for the first time in a decade, go out to concerts/shows, expand my social circle, and generally improve my quality of life
idk if it’s the disease itself or just the fact that i got it a third time but i think this last bout of covid has actually cooked my brain. i’ve been getting mood swings, irritability, thoughts of self harm, trying to sabotage relationships, etc. and i can’t fucking self medicate since i operate heavy machinery at work and am under familial supervision while at home. all i want is to have a cathartic crying/screaming meltdown but i can’t even tear up.
literally have become one of those people who just posts about their mental illness online that 17 year old me would have made fun of
woody harrelson
Anyone else’s para social relationship with this website so bad that you daydream about posting and venting on here?