i feel you. we get the common narrative that being trans is like, rife with suffering due to gender dysphoria. and while that’s certainly true for some trans folks, there’s a lot of others who are just sort of… fine?
the key thing to think about here is that gender feelings come in negative and positive flavors. so you might be on the low dysphoria side, but you never know, expressing yourself more femininely might make you happier
it’s hard to know without experimenting, though. you could try (even in this thread) having people refer to you with she/her pronouns and descriptions. you could also try it anonymously in other online spaces. or you could try different clothing / nail polish / etc
also, that said, maybe you end up not liking it, or maybe the safety factor really weighs on you. your gender is yours to discover and decide! hopefully this helps you with that a little bit
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