I was always annoying, but now it’s in a way that I’m okay with. ☺️

You just triggered an overwhelming urge to share my entire dating history with you. I’ll resist, but suffice to say I probably shouldn’t have dated anyone before HRT either. One of the many reasons it’s hard not to dwell on the regret of transitioning so late.

I’m going through a breakup right now. It’s been 7 days. We’re still in touch, coaching each other through the hard times while trying to maintain a healthy amount of distance so we can each move on. This too is unprecedented. The very idea of speaking to an ex.

Really happy to hear about your BF. Being stable enough to keep a relationship alive for that long is honestly my ultimate goal. Low–key hoping my ex and I find our way back to each other as I continue to find my way to myself.

This post made my heart jump. Every day for the past month or more, I’ve listened to this at least once.

ShockOne – Organism Algorithm (Bensley Remix)

The words in this image play in my head whenever silence falls. Never expected to see them come up in a place like this.

For sure. That lingering anxiety about nothing in particular, which SSRIs at best replaced with numbness, is fading away. Comfy is the word.

Thanks 😘 I’ve actually lurked for a while as a .world in arguably the wrong spaces, but now feel like I can actually be active here since reworking my client into essentially a Blahaj portal.

I think the last couple of days have been my first tingle of E that isn’t placebo. Feeling like I’m a person in the world rather than a viewer behind a screen. Maybe it is placebo and I’m just thrilled knowing what that little patch on my thigh is doing. I dunno. I’m happy. I’m not a happy person but I’ve been happy, despite other aspects of my life actually being kind of a mess right now.

Did they start you out with blockers as well or just E for the time being?

Your kitchen experience hits home. Every workplace I’ve been in I’ve related more to the women around me, and felt lonely for having them treat me like the other men. Not that genders are separate and cliquey like that in most places, but it’s little comments and assumptions of the “well you’re a man so you probably blah blah” sort that I find disheartening. Meanwhile I’m putting on this weird “how do you do, fellow men” act with the guys.

Also, we’re HRT twins! Day 15 begins in 6 minutes for me.

This is the opposite of how I feel and it’s ruining me. I need to be beautiful so others will find me desirable, but I also fear compliments and feel guilty for receiving them and not knowing how to respond. I also avoid going outside when I don’t feel pretty enough. I don’t know how to stop, and my makeup expenses are out of control. Please help.