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1 month agoThat’s relieving to hear. I don’t want to start dreading my sessions
nemmybun [she/her]
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Cake day: August 22nd, 2022
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Not always, though I think this is something that gets easier with help and practice. I don’t always understand them but I’m better at identifying what I’m feeling and why after years of practice
I used to just listen to stuff that’s popular for approval from others but I find that I’m happier just listening to my niche, cringe music instead. It’s okay to break away from normal and plus it makes finding someone else that shares your tastes that much more exciting
electrolysis
Okay so first I take back everything I ever said about electrolysis hurting less than laser. My skin is so angry right now
Pain ratings by area:
Upper lip, above lip line, towards outside width:
Upper lip, closer to philtrum:
Philtrum:
Philtrum, closer to nose:
Upper lip line:
Cupid’s bow lip line:
This is supposed to be the most painful area so I hope the rest isn’t as bad.
Yeah I posted it in the gamedev community a few months ago: https://hexbear.net/post/2837024
Nice! More old games need to not run like dogshit, you’d be doing a valuable service in this alternate universe
Yeah I wish the programming socks felt natural to me. I somehow hammered out a game on godot (that kinda falls apart with no warning) in a few weeks when I first got my adderall but I had a lot of examples to follow and I also learned after that I did some things very, very wrong lol. I haven’t been able to get the same energy.
It’d be cool to do romhacks or something though. There’s a lot of old games that I know, on a conceptual level, how I would “remaster” but I would get lost and discouraged trying to do it
I used to watch long vids on how NES/SNES renders graphics and uses audio systems and memory registers and so on even though I’ll never use this knowledge. I’ve also watched way too many videos on math topics for someone that claims to avoid math. I guess the brain wants what it wants
I had exactly one experience with a man when I was questioning and the answer was “never men”
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Add Wretched and it’s a Fanoninomenon
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Nope that’s the ending
I have never managed a tenure in a space of longer than a few months, a year. Idk.
a year
My workplace always yapped about PPE and plans for summer to reduce heat injury… but never actually did anything.
No need for apologies. There’s def some pros to an active job but there’s a reason I bailed after 9 months. I think they’d be much better in an socialist setting where workers are provided substantial breaks and PPE and they aren’t pushed to sacrifice themselves for the sake of profit
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Ugh that really fucking sucks. I’m sorry that happened to you
I don’t know where you live but if you’re in the US, you might check out Planned Parenthood. They do sliding scale payments based on your income.
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I used to drink a lot of alcohol and had an unhealthy diet. I had serious difficulty losing weight before and after hrt so I understand the struggle. I used to hate exercising and the results were too slow so would do it like for a week at most before giving up since who really wants to do something they hate when it seems like it’s not doing anything?
What changed is that I ended up in working a physically demanding job loading heavy items on trucks. I didn’t even last a year there but it was long enough to give me some muscle and suddenly make me crave exercise/being active. It also made weight loss easier as muscles will eat up excess calories. So something you could try is to do sports or get a physically demanding warehouse job or anything where you have an obligation to be active instead of making weight loss the goal itself.
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I’m pretty sure you need to have e for fat to go to your breasts. I don’t think any volume you lose while off e is permanent though because you don’t lose any breast tissue (the structure of your breast) so it should fill back up when you’re on e again.
That said, you might wanna get back on e as soon as possible and do weight cycling if you’re worried about losing any volume. Everyone’s body is different so my experience might not apply to everyone, but when I lost a bunch of weight, very little was from my breasts so I think it’s easier to keep the fat on your breasts when on e than otherwise.
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Fat redistribution is a misnomer. Fat doesn’t move around on the body. It just means that on e, fat will deposit in female patterns. Any fat you had before that will stay where it is. You can slim down before going back on hrt and/or do weight cycling (bouncing between calorie excess and deficit) while on hrt to gain girl fat and lose old fat. Also tummy fat is the slowest area to lose fat so don’t get discouraged if it takes a long time to get rid of.
I stuck with she/her because I haven’t found anything else that fits me yet, and I don’t mind she/her like I did the dead set