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5 hours agodiagnosed with the world’s biggest sad and lonely right now 
EDIT: i posted this and got evicted like 30 minutes later LMAO
EstraDoll [she/her]
I used to take pictures of Biggs 
, now I’m a girl :3
pronouns are she/her/
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19·14 hours ago“Another Kkkrakkka down, unlimited genocide on the first world!”
really in depth talk about sexuality and probably a bit too much tbh
okay, sorry to have kept you for so long, i got home and i was extremely tired and went straight to bed after work but like, to add on to what everyone has already said, it’s not like your sexuality really shifts, it just takes different tones and notes. I knew I was bi since I was about 16, but for the life of me, I could never have actually imagined actually being romantically or sexually involved with another man as a “”“”“man”“”“”. On top of the fact that, well, societal social expectations and the dysphoria on top of that, trying to imagine myself sexually submissive was also just off the table for me, it felt gross and wrong
But after transitioning, I wasn’t gay for men, my attraction to them was actually very hetero, and as silly of a difference as that sounds, it actually meant a lot to me. My attraction to men could manifest in a way that actually felt normal and okay to me now, and it felt like that much could actually unlock, and I will admit, the estrogen has heightened that attraction a bit hormonally, but it was always there
I’m still very much still attracted to women, even if the hormones don’t really tell me that I was to act like a dom top with them (and I frankly never did, that was just the T yelling at me)
HRT doesn’t really change your sexuality, it just kind of changes what notes in your sexuality were already there
should be at the bottom of the can
hang on, i know i just posted about this and i am posting this here to remind myself to post a follow up comment later after work
mood
dating men on paper and dating men in practice seem like two wildly different experiences and idk how well i’d do actually dating men outside of 4 am half asleep fantasies
I mean, I knew I was bi since I was like 16 or so, but I never found men to be all that appealing until I was on E for a few months. I’m still bi but I can also feel the pendulum swinging a lot harder now
time really is moving a lot slower now that I’m actually enjoying life. I was talking with some friends about I Saw The TV Glow and just remembered that it was released this year and not last year even though it feels like it might as well have came out two years ago from all I remember
God, at the start of this year I really did think that I was a cis guy, didn’t I?
fuck, how time changes…
exceedingly horny post
waking up at 4 am exceedingly thirsty for men and having that completely consume all my thoughts for the next 2 hours as I fantasize heavily about getting a BF as I feel the
on my wall glaring down at me in shamethis has been a recurring thing for the last several weeks and I’m starting to think that the HRT is actually fucking with my sexuality here
15·2 days agohey look, it’s a thing i could have damn well posted myself. I think I’m about to go play civ 4 right now actually
Civ 7 broadened the definition of “leader” to include prominent philosophers, statesmen, or other such notable leader figures. Currently, they’ve already confirmed Ben Franklin and Confucius as playable leaders
That being said, there’s absolutely no real reason now stopping the leader of the Germans to be Karl Marx
finally, someone who sees through the bullshit lie known as “Brazil”
EDIT: okay so apparently Brazil is a movie as well as a country. I just assumed whoever made this was dunking on the entire nation of Brazil
tiddies hurting good today
on hexbear? i’m terrible at poker and terrible at riichi, i’d love to join in
42·2 days agorandom stat i half remember from
is something that like 80% of Americans consider themselves to be “middle class”. When politicians say “middle class”, they can appeal to basically everyone while the average listener feels like they’re being spoken to more specifically
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i shall only get even more trans from here
TC69 came back for about 5 minutes, had a big struggle session, left. the dunk and dredge tanks have been renamed to slop and gossip, i am even more trans than i was a month ago, am i missing anything?
Yeah… those and your tits will hurt a bit for the next few months. Didn’t last too long for me though
Feel any fun new emotions yet?
no, i didn’t, but i’m about to at this rate