pnwml [she/her]

she/her 🔨 🏳️‍⚧️ Marxist Leninist

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Joined 1 year ago
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Cake day: July 5th, 2023

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  • CW for work, medication, and mental health.

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    Work has been so busy and crushing with our workload and being on-call. It really feels like I haven’t had a good breather since the winter holidays last year.

    I really want to take a few week break and drive out to some beautiful places but not enough money and my car is always breaking down. Maybe I’ll go camping locally…

    On the plus side though, HRT is impressing me every week. My boobs are filling out and are about fist sized, body hair has lightened up, and can’t fit into old pants because of these thighs.

    I also started taking antidepressants again and they seem to be helping with my stress and depression, so thats nice. Therapy, gender affirming care, and coping techniques kept me alive but I was really struggling.




  • I used them during covid, not specifically to avoid the virus (because I know it just passes the risk along), but because I was in the beginning of my transition in an unfriendly state so did not want to undo all of my work to boymode and at the time I was more financially stable so I could afford it. Always tipped well too.

    For the average situation it doesn’t make alot of sense.




  • Raised with a very politically charged father, I just mimicked his beliefs, not understanding anything other than democrats bad. Once I reached my early teenage years I started to consider myself a classic libertarian because queer people should be allowed to live their lives and we should be allowed to smoke weed, but ‘the government’ shouldn’t bother people.

    Fast forward to moving out with my at the time partner and immediately hit with rent, work, bills, etc while not making much. I started questioning there and as the effects of the ‘real world’ started crunching down harder and harder I was sure that ‘people’ can’t be trusted to not abuse others so might as well do something about it. Then Bernie Sanders started his campaign and I got sucked right in to being a demsoc.

    Few years pass, still jaded from the DNC’s actions in the 2016 elections, people are starting ironically/unironically joke about communism. And at this point I had been considering myself as a ‘socialist’ so it really didn’t carry the scary vibes that alot of American conservatives and liberals accossiate it with. So I started looking into Marxism, reading about events, listening to reading podcasts such as Marx Madness, finally realizing that its not ‘people’ that was the problem before (see paragraph 2) but that it was Capitalism. And well… A few years later I’m here on Lemmy.