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  • lilypad [she/her, null/void]@hexbear.net
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    grasstouching report

    Partial success: Did not get overwhelmed and have to fight to avoid breaking down in tears in the middle of the resturaunt. Failed to be a complete success as I spoke shitty words from emotion instead of thought, which coupled with my pathological need for emotional & social harmony resulted in feeling like I have failed and upset my friends, as well as feeling mildly endangered due to how one of them spoke freely of wanting to kill fascists, in a town with a fascist problem, while none of us had weapons or ways to defend should someone overhear and follow us.

    Overall, a smashing success for me, even if I am completely emotionally wrecked now. You know youve got good social skills that arent maladaptive when a successful social experience leaves you crying kitty-cri-screm