Hi Everyone! This is my first mega and I thought I would start simple around something that I think is interesting and that is the history of the first handheld calculator as well as introduce Lynn Conway, a trans woman and electrical engineer that helped pioneer the modern CPU we have today. Lynn recently passed away but her personal website is still up:

Lynn’s personal website

I think I hit the limit or picture limit or something and it’s not letting me add more pictures so I’ll post what I have and will update with more stuff as more things come to mind. Thank you and have a great week.

Shortly after the invention of the transistor in the 1950’s companies like Sharp were looking to build the first transistorized calculator. This would be significant because at the time, Vacuum tubes were comparatively large and fragile. That changed in 1964 with the introduction of the first truly transistorized calculator such as the Sharp CS10.

Now at the time this predated the “Integrated Circuit”, aka the little black chip filled with transistors. Below is a picture showing the construction of this desktop size calculator, filled with boards with many components each. Not to mention the display for this was the Nixie tube, basically a little specialized neon tube.

Now something like the CS-10, or any portable calculator would require many hundreds of transistors, plus the passive components required meaning that with the technology in the 1960’s a handheld calculator was a futuristic concept. For context, the Apollo space program was one of the earliest projects to attempt to fully utilize this new IC technology, and even then each IC would only hold a few transistors per chip. Below is an image of one of these IC’s, a 3 input NOR gate.

This concept of increasing density of electronics is something called integration, with varying acronyms indicating some further refinement (LSI - Large scale integration, VLSI - Very large scale integration). Essentially what they were doing at the time was figuring out how to make transistors smaller and to squeeze more on per silicon die. You can imagine at the time this was cutting edge technology thus very expensive and companies were looking for ways on how to be able to justify this cost. By continuing to shrink the size of transistors, integrate more into a single chip and have that same chip also increase in functionality led the way.

By the late 1960’s and early 1970’s electronics were transitioning (not a pun I am just bad at writing) from discrete, individual transistors, to IC’s that had a few transistors each and composed of logic gates, to devices that had tens or hundreds of transistors on a single die. This integration soon led to “chipsets”, where the functionality could be accomplished by a handful of IC’s instead of hundreds of individual transistors.

A calculator company in Japan named Busicom wanted to build a new innovative calculator taking advantage of the new breakthroughs in this LSI (Large scale integration) technology and partnered with a company called Intel to create this new calculator. What they came up with was the implementation of one of the first true CPU’s, the Intel 4004. Although the 4004 would soon be surpassed by other devices, this “chipset” concept and reduction to a single circuit board was groundbreaking.

By this time in 1971-1972 the holy grail for the first truly portable handheld calculator was within reach. A chip (or small set of chips) that could contain all of the functions needed for a calculator that could run on a battery. During this era there were many, many handheld calculators but it can generally be agreed that the earliest breakthroughs came from Texas Instruments, HP, Sinclair and Casio and some others and the market was flooded with these calculators.

Within a few years the price of a handheld calculator would plummet from a few hundred, to around 100, to less than 100. Without the calculator it’s arguable that the development of the modern CPU would have been set back years or decades thanks to the major contributions that calculators had in pushing LSI technology forward.

Source: http://www.vintagecalculators.com/index.html


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    Hey everyone, I haven’t asked a for people’s experiences in a while, but I’d really appreciate anyone who could speak to what I’m going through right now.

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    So recently, I made a lot of progress on transition. I went back to my hometown after years of being away, and I came out to pretty much all my family and friends. Everyone has been very supportive and are using my name and pronouns. I was going to start hormones this week, but, due to some things outside of my control, that’s going to have to be delayed.

    I’ve returned to where I normally live and work, and my feelings have changed. I feel like transition isn’t right for me anymore? Like, I’ve lost interest in being feminine as a goal at all.

    Neither my new name nor my birth name feel right anymore. I feel like idk what I want anymore. Just a few weeks ago, I was trans in all my dreams, and now I’m a guy in my dreams again.

    I really don’t understand how literally last week I LOVED introducing myself with my new name, and it felt incredibly right. When I heard I couldn’t get hormones yet, I literally bawled like I never have before. And now, suddenly, the name doesn’t feel right and I feel like I don’t even want hormones? Like, what is happening to me??

    Is this like something I only wanted because I thought it was out of reach, but now that I’m out and everyone is supportive I don’t care anymore? Lol. Did being back in my hometown with family and old friends kind of “click” me back into my old self? Is this like a cold feet kind of deal? Am I just feeling pressure now that I’m out to everyone?

    Is it possible to burnout on transition like other things in life? Because I’m also dealing with burnout there, too. I mostly just want to lie on the couch and not be referred to at all by any name or pronoun (yeah, it’s depression time).

    Anyway, I’m completely shaken by this, and I don’t know what to do next. All the happiness and pain that I felt over this last year of transition, am I just going to look back at it as some weird phase in my life? I wouldn’t be happy about that.

    Looking for answers outside of gender fluidity because I’ve considered that for a very long time, and I don’t think that’s what’s happening here.

    Thank you

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      Do what makes you happy. If nothing is making you happy - consider depression (looks like you have). It sounds like you’re dealing with, big term here, identity diffusion

      You are always allowed to detransition, transition again, detransion, and so on. I would suggest, gently, sticking with the plan you’ve already made just for now and reassessing how you feel maybe in a couple weeks

      I had a questioning phase and a back-and-forth phase but for me it was a couple weeks right at egg crack. There were plenty of times when I wasn’t sure, like sure about starting HRT or sure about socially transitioning, but generally any time I made the leap I’ve always been happier than I was before. I’ve gone back and forth on bottom surgery, but if it’s like anything else so far I’ll be happier with a vagina and every once in a while I peek down and wish I had one. If you wish you were trans - you are

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        Thank you.

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        I read a little bit about identity diffusion, and that sounds like 100% what I’m feeling. What should I do? Is that something I need help with or is that something I can resolve on my own. I have to imagine that it’s really common among trans people.

        I had a questioning phase and a back-and-forth phase but for me it was a couple weeks right at egg crack

        God, my questioning phase has been like… Years. However, every step I take towards transition makes me very happy. It’s just my feelings right now that don’t make any sense to me.

        If you wish you were trans - you are

        I try to believe this but I have trouble.

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          It’s probably something that you will need help to resolve in therapy. You can try some things on your own, keeping a journal, meditating, reflecting on your own values and opinions and tastes, recognizing how you feel or react to certain stimuli (like food or music or a conversation and so on). If you’ve spent a lot of time focusing on others it might feel unnatural to focus on what Thallo likes or needs and to think about her as a trusted friend.

          Cis people don’t generally spend a lot of years wondering if they’re trans or hoping that they’re trans! So long as you do the things that make your inner spark go, you’re on the right path. It’s okay if after everything you’re cis+ (I’m borrowing it from tumblr or my friend group, I don’t know who invented it, but cis+ is for cis people who actually grappled with their gender instead of the regular cis). I know right now your inner spark-o-meter needs some work, but it’s still there somewhere

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      I officially changed my name 2 weeks ago and right after the deed was done I was also overcome by a feeling of wrongness, even though I’ve had this name for over 10 years and was certain that this was the one and only.

      Before that there was no problem going by that name whatsoever. It always felt right, especially since it holds personal meaning for me. But as soon as the dice have fallen, I could only feel despair. Cognitively I knew that I made the right choice but emotionally I couldn’t deal with it.

      In the end, I decided to just do other things to distract me and ignore those feelings, especially since my name is now locked in for the next decade, so there’s nothing I can do anyway. I trusted that past me, being more emotionally sober, knew what she was doing and left it at that.

      But I’m still a bit puzzled as to how that drastic change came to happen. I know that I’m very prone to cognitive dissonance and I’m also afaid of permanent changes but going from being absoutely certain for 10 years to immense doubt left me completely flummoxed.

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        Thank you so much

        But I’m still a bit puzzled as to how that drastic change came to happen. I know that I’m very prone to cognitive dissonance and I’m also afaid of permanent changes but going from being absoutely certain for 10 years to immense doubt left me completely flummoxed.

        Do you still feel this way or has it passed? It sounds exactly like what I’m going through.

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    I’ll see y’all on the other side…

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      You can try clearing your cache or using the /discardsession command. I couldn’t see your messages either despite the fact that my account and the room are both on the same homeserver, which is strange. Did you verify your session?